i got woken up after just 2 hours of peaceful sleep just to eat my lunch. now i'm full and i can't go back to sleep *grumbles*

woke up at 4.30 this morning to finish studying my SS. i was stressing out like crazy. i only had like, an hour to finish studying the whole chapter on healthcare, as well as the LORMS schemes for inference, motive, reliability & structured essay. so anyway, obviously i couldn't finish my stuff and all, and it probably was the first time i ever got so freaked out. anyway, it was time for the paper and the first thing i did was to check what questions there were, and then i realised that there was nothing, NOTHING, on healthcare. so now i guess i'm both happy and pissed, because the topic i was least prepared for didn't come out and all, but i had to wake up so freaking early to mug my ass off and get so horribly stressed for nothing. again, i was rushing for time for this paper and my structured essay was written quite horribly cos instead of writing at least what i needed to secure L4, i cut short my points and attempted an L5. and i think i inferred the stupid cartoons wrongly. also, i never fully understood reliability questions. so it's goodbye to the A1 i thought i could get. bleah!

i think i kinda forgot to mention this over the last 3, 4 weeks. but anyway, GG has been back since last tuesday and i can't even watch cos i hafta mug ): people whose mid-years are over should seriously go hide themselves somewhere so that the rest of us won't feel so jealous. and oh, according to the papers, stereophonics was damn good. AAAAAAHHHH!

ben & jerry's free cone day yesterday. i think it was quite a waste of time. damn, i never manage to get my priorities right. the same freaking out that happened to me today will probably happen again for chem, lit and history. i seriously suck lah! and oh man, movie at plaza sing with the family tonight. aaaaaahhhhh, the education system should just collapse, as if it was part of the stock market or something something.

things i need to do after the exams!

1. go cd-shopping!
2. have a GG, grey's, house marathon
3. should probably re-watch rock star too just for fun (oh oh! speaking of which! while reading the WWRY programme i found out that mig played angel in one of the rent productions! ohmygosh, that's the most hilarious thing ever. maybe angel is different in all the different rent productions, but still! it's damn funny imagining mig ayesa singing "today for you, tomorrow for me!" while waving pom poms. )
4. start exercising! i need to lose weight!!!
5. start writing notes for all the topics that came out for mid-years
6. dedicate a full day to sleep

i should seriously go down to town by myself too when the exams are over, and spend 3 hours in hmv and 2 hours in kino. yes, i'm a loner that way, so sue me.

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